dilemma~

how can i start?
hurmm...dilema?what is that?dunno...but i'm feel it now....confuse~ which one? arrrggghhhh!sick of it...

yeah..i have one...but..suddenly other one is coming,which is better...but i feel i'm not deserve it...coz? ermm...only me knows...but lately i feel so happy with the new one..n start ignore the old one...am i that bad?..i...dunno what to say..just want to write something from my heart..maybe after this i can feel a bit comfortable...yeah..maybe..or maybe not...haish...whats wrong with me?damn...hate this feeling..

just ignore this post...